Never meant to be

Poetry

It was brief in the end;
after 6 years in contact barely being friends.

We had a connection, a reflection;
Shared affection and an attraction;
But all good things come to an end!

Did getting together ruin the illusion and just lead us into more confusion?
And put the unknown fantasy of 6 years into dilution?

A beautiful monster you described me by song;
A young troubled boy I saw then who was so wrong.
The timing was never right;
we met when prison was your future after a fight;
Although you then believed I was the one for you;
Your mind was too young to know what to do!
Later on you could see I was right for all those reasons I said that night!

But still,
The spark stayed alive when you went inside,
was dampened only by relationships we tried!
But There was a flicker always;
more a flame for you in the early days when for me it was still there only in small waves;

We stayed in touch Year after year, different girlfriends and boyfriends making love for us something to fear!

When fate played its hand and opened a door;
as fools we rushed in so doomed it for sure!

We only could spend time together when on gear,
as that was all that was left for us to hold dear!

In 3 weeks we went through every emotion.. happy, sad, jealousy, honesty and devotion!
We caused a commotion!

At first you was more into me but I fell harder by week 3!

But then you was no longer interested; your feelings for me  had disintegrated.

But your words I hear in my head still drumming and the weekend song "I feel it coming" I keep humming.
But It's never going to come to nothing...

I hope for you it will always be,
like it will for me;
Never meant to be!!