The Narciscist

I loved him for a while I think, or did I?
Not at first and not at the end but I did at some points I cant deny.

Confused and bewildered about it all;
And not really sure if there were any good times to recall.

Reflecting back over the strange 6 months,
Trying to recollect if he ever met my needs or wants;

But strangly despite all that as I reminise,
I struggle to understand why a part of him i miss..

Thats the danger of loving a narciscist!